Hi
I haven't written in here in ages so I thought I might...do an update on things around me.
It seems that my love life between two guys is um...going up and down. I mean I have Andrew who became really nice to me again and it seems like the old days. We had the best time talking and everything. It's so wonderful how we are together again I really do enjoy his company.
Ray...his getting difficult to understand. I mean I do love him...but my faith in him is slipping away and it's because even though he says he values my love he just...doesn't show the same affective feelings like he used to. I don't know why his changed so much.
Maybe we
Life is back on track now. I'm totally happy. Although I'm a bit cranky...yes again. Lol I had to blow my entire money on things I had to pay for. Like car/mobile phone bill and stuff like that.
I was gonna go out tonight but I can't cause I got no money. God I have to agree that i am a money whore. But who isn't nowdays.
I'm going to another convention. Known as Supanova. Yeh I've been to the one in Brisbane but going down to Sydney would be awesome shit. I've been to Sydney when I was a child but I can't remember anything at all from that past lol...
My love life is back on track. Ray and I are still talking and its absolutly wonderful.
Life is boring once again...I went out friday night and I was in a most uncomfortable position. This guy I sometimes get together with was tired but decided to build a wall around me. I don't think it was intentional but I like getting attention from him and that night I barely got none ><
Oh well...I guess I should always ask him why he did ignore me.
My love life is really...confusing. I don't know what to do or who to pick. I love Andrew and Ray...but i like I want real stuff too. But i want it from them...and I don't know where either of these boys are. Ray never lets me call him anymore and he doesn't txt me...Andrew is so sweet. There